Jordan

Lately I’ve been thinking everyday has been Friday or Saturday, and can’t really tell the difference. But unfortunately, things are about to change.

Good or Bad? idontknow.

Senior Year -> Freshman Year Summer. The extra long summer.

Things are about to go from short days and long nights to long days and short nights. Lazy days, everyday are becoming busy days, most days. And the free time goes from 7-days a week now to night-life and weekends (assuming I have the energy). This only upside to this is independence. Slowing going off on my own, having to support myself more and more, so here’s a start. I can’t be feeding off the tit of my parents the entire time.

Not edited. so don’t butcher my writing. its just off the top of my head anyways…

First, I was getting used to the idea. I was fine with that idea. Actually, I was kinda getting excited about it. I was accepting it. It was supposed to me, all me, and well a few other people, but I was complacent! I was comfortable and there need not be more. BUT then it happened. Another obstacle was thrown in. More options awaited me. Multiple ideas started popping into my head. What should I do? There was a fork in the road. And that’s the thing I hate about “Complacency”. I was perfectly fine, but now that this happened, I just got to make decisions. What do I want to do with life? That always seems to be the question nowadays. Why can’t life be like a book, with a beginning, a middle, and an end, ALL WRITTEN OUT FOR YOU; all you gotta do is follow it to live out the HAPPILY EVER AFTER. But I’m not “five years old”, I don’t need someone to make decisions for me all the time, but sometimes it’d be nice. (gosh I’m pathetic sometimes) We have to choose what we think is best for ourselves. Even though we may not know it at the time, yea its cliche, but live life with no regrets, and with purpose.

its just hard for me to live life with no regrets because there are choices that I have to make now… I just have a feeling no matter what choice I make I’ll regret it… “Not doing the other”, but I guess I’ll just have to have so much fun with life, I wont have to think about the “WHAT IFS” because man, can they are Debby Downers making me one heluvah Bitter Betty.

Well that’s all folks!